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One step to better future~

2010-12-13T07:18:00.001-08:00

Hello everyone~

It has been so long since my last post..Hehe..I am very busy with my course before, and now, I have finished my course with flying colours. Finally, my dreams to become a real automotive technician comes true. Hahaha...

Six months has passed since I started the automotive technician course, and a lot had happens..good and bad..but, I still survived those moments..haha..This sunday, I am going to kota kinabalu for my holiday. I also planned to start working on my datsun 120j. I also think of opening a business..

Not bad eh~ and this thursday, Its me and my snow white 4 years anniversary. Life flows so fast and we have to keep on changing to a better person. we are going to face the hard times sooner or later, and the question is how we are going to face it. If you ask me..I am going to go through with it with hard work and my strong determination to make it through in this life..whatever it takes, I am going to win..and chances for failure is 0.001%. haha..

for now, I am just glad that my course is over~ peace out

My talent~

2010-05-12T08:58:00.000-07:00

Hello all..

From my last post, I told you that I am searching for my inborn talent... Guess what..I think I found it..Hehe.. and I will keep it to myself. I am happy with the way things are turning out for me. I planned to get engage next year...Yeaah..thats right, I am going to end my bachelor's life and make my snow white's life happier than ever..Plus, I really love her with all my heart. I also planned to extend my contract with the army.. I am thinking straight after I found out what I am reaaly good at. For my snow white..If you read this post, I hope you continue to be beside me in times of good and bad. Jangan kan menyamal saja and stay healthy physically and mentally ok..

To all my friend.. after i get engage, dont worry, I can still hang out with all of you, but my Snow white will be there..so jangan disakat and d jelouskan ia tu..haha..

I always wonder, why my life seems to be incomplete?..I got a career, money, girlfriend, place to stay and even got almost everything..and yet, I am not satisfied..

Now, I knew..its my own fault..I always aim high and when I reached it, I forgot to thank god, and when i fall, I always blame my luck..hehe..

Lets all realise our mistake..what makes us feel incomplete? and solve the mystery behind every doubt, dissatisfaction in our heart and why you live your life today? Wow..I think I have said to much.. here is what I think.."We will never satisfied..We will never be free from doubt..We will Always have trouble"

We dont have anything when we are born..we are only given relationship and people to take care of you..and some are not lucky to even have that...Look at you now, You have friends,families, you have so many things that you forgot to say "syukur". Think about it..

Thank you for reading and I made this post to remind myself too..hehe, jangan marah and maaf ye if post ane menyinggung perasaan anyone.. Peace out

I am back..

2010-04-29T04:36:00.001-07:00

Hello everyone~

Waaahh..Lama sudah nda update blog ane.. Its been 5 months since my last update. Nak cerita sikit on what happened these past few months. I had finished my National Diploma Course, then I am back where I was 3 years ago, at the workshop. Joined the exercise "Semangat Waja" and "Hikmah Bersatu 3", Got my National Diploma Certificates with Few distinction and A lot of merits..Haha..Now, I am planning to change my career before December 2010 or else I will have to extend my contract with the Army.. Hmm.

There is nothing much going on in my life, but I am searching for my inborn talent..Somehow, I am confuse and I am starting to wonder what am I really excel at.. I started to get back with my past life.. and it feels as if my life is in a box of steel..No where to go, and in a complete darkness.. oh well, sometimes it is better to be in a box rather than outside the box where you can be hit constantly by pressure and people..

Life is always confusing..Thats why god gave us brain to solve the mystery and puzzle.. and For all that, I dont mind if I make a mistake or two..It just natures way to make us learn and ready us for the future..

haha..See..I always end up motivating myself..or you.. anyway, thanks for reading..Peace Out~

Happy New Year 2010

2009-12-31T20:42:00.000-08:00

2009 has passed by leaving memories that we can always remember..

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE AND HOPEFULLY THE 2010 BRINGS US NEW AND BETTER MEMORIES

Stress..

2009-12-26T18:01:00.000-08:00

Hello all,

What is the important thing in life? For me its simple, I want to have extra money but I wouldnt mind to have an extra money in my wallet as long as I am happy. Since I am single, I love to hang out and mingle with a lot of people, do new things everyday..Of course, I wouldn't left out my girlfriend and family. Unfortunately, I cant commit so much to my family and friends because I have this uncontrollable life..With all the job and resposibilities, Its hard to keep up with the time and I just need to be free from all those stress and I need someone or something to motivate me in my everyday's life...

Thanks to my family, friends and my snow white, Life seems to be easy. Well, this post is to show my appreciation to all my friend that always "lepak" with me, My family who always support me in everything I do and my girlfriend for the patient that she showed me..

I dont need more stress and pressure because It never ever made me a better man...and I will lose control and do reckless and bad things. I had enough of the pressure and stress, all I need is to release the pressure.

Its not that I dont understand that some people need me.. In this case, My girlfriend,I know you also have pressure and stress in your life which is much worst than me, But, at least, let me be the way to get you out of those trouble, let me be your laughing partner, and let me be your place for you to express those sad feelings and I will lend my shoulder for you to cry on..

P/s: I will not be able to cheer anyone up if I am in my worst mood or have an issue with the person..

So, My point is that, For me, the most important things in this life is well, to be happy and hopefully succeed in this life and go to heaven..

Peace out y'all and no offence~

Year end showcase 2009

2009-12-23T10:01:00.000-08:00

Hello people~ This is my recent outing at the indoor stadium. Actually, I was getting ready to go to the supermarket to buy a mouse for my laptop, but my crew called out for the photo shootout. So, I canceled the first plan and went on with them and here is the end results..Hehe,
ENJOY THE VIEW~

I am not really a big fan of 2 wheelers, but this one is really breathtaking~

Shooting a moving target~ Not bad for a beginner right?

Armed forces' vehicles should look like this...haha

My eyes always can't look away from this mitsubishi's masterpiece~ The lancer Evolution~

HAPPY THIRD ANNIVERSARY~

2009-12-17T23:52:00.000-08:00

This post is dedicated to my one lovely girl who always besides me in times of good and bad, support me and motivate me in my everyday's life..

This is the story~

She is all alone and staring at the nature and listening to the sound of waves.

Then one day, A man came from an unknown place, proposed her....What happened next?? well, you guesses it right

They lived happily ever after..haha, ceta kanak2 je tu, but the reality is so much different. Its like everything else, always has ups and downs, but the pain of it is what makes us stronger and still survive the harsh life... but, the memory of the happy times will never be forgotten..That's for sure~ keep trying and work hard my princess~

Thank you syg..You are the perfect girl for me and I just hope that our relationship will last forever and I will work even harder to accomplish our mission. I don't know how can I express my feelings towards you, beacause the word I LOVE YOU is not enough to describe it..I need stronger words than that.Hehe, I knew it must been hard these past years, but we still survive even with constant pressure given by our surrounding and the people around us. I also want to say that I am sorry for every wrong things that I have done before. but, this is our day, The 3rd episode of our love life has been completed...and let us go through with it and remember, If times go really rough on us, just hold on and grab on to your faith..Things will always get back to normal. I hope that you are happy, healthy and always on my side..Amin~

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY SYG~ MWAHZ406172

Talk about Life~

2009-12-13T06:39:00.000-08:00

A past mistake will always hunt you down, better it be from ourself or from some other source. It always bring back painful memory which could lead to trouble. Why couldn't people forgive and forget? For me, what matter the most is now and the future because we are not living in the past, we are moving forward to the future. My past mistake is a memory where i can look back and as a refference not to make the same mistake again in the future. I have changed and maybe my appearance are not, but my prespective of life is different now. But, people keep on pushing and always brought it up to make me feel guilty and down. Why?? trust me, maybe it hurt me when people brought my past mistake back, but it will never ever let my spirit down, It never bring any good to any sides, It will only bring hate and trouble. Forgive me if I offenced anyone in this post, but, I only express my feelings, and as a reminder that past mistake shouldn't be use as a weapon to destroy anyone..

If you thought that you have problem with certain people, then deal with it PROFESSIONALLY not bring up the past..

p/s: You are living in the present and moving towards the future, so...now is the time to look at yourself and see if you are about to make a mistake, so in the future, you will not be having a past mistake.

Sorry if this post reminds you of your past mistake, but I cant hold it anymore and my past mistake keeps on bugging and hunting me until now. How I wish that i didn't do it.. but then again, Its life.. Mistake is part of it.

Photography session after afternoon run~

2009-12-10T04:56:00.000-08:00

I haven't had my fittness run for a few months, and today, I have my first training at Tanah Jambu with a couple of my friends. It was so damn tiring, but, at the same time, I had fun..

After the running activities are done, Its show time...Photograpy sessions~

The Fitness Instructor

On the left, Its the master of Karate..And on the right, Its the master of Freestyle martial arts..Yang tengah2 tu jadi pengadil..nda ku tau sapa kah manang, macam draw jua.haha

Racing Instructor ne, pasal ia kuat me race..haha

Hehe..Ane penceria keadaan ne..Nda pandai stress..Salutee~

Thanks to my friend..pasal sanggup jadi model and for the group fitness..Health always important but, apa apa pun...bawa relaaaxx. Peace out and no offence geng~

Why?

2009-11-25T18:14:00.000-08:00

I was sitting and staring the moon with cigarette on my right hand and a drink on my left, thinking on something that's bothering me..the last few months had been very hard for me.. But here I am now, smiling and laughing through all the hard times, just to forget about it and hide my trouble. Thanks to my friends, family and my princess that I am still sane and strong to face the upcoming challenge. As I flew deeper into my thought, I realize that, all that I ever think about is money which people says is the root of all evil. then again, without it, I can't get through this life smoothly. ignoring the way of my religion and doing too much sin.

I believe people wants to change themselves but the force of temptation nowadays are much stronger, but with our self discipline, strong will and our prayer, insyallah, we will get what we want.

Hehe, thank you for reading this and actually, its a reminder for me to help improve myself..Hehe..peace out

Weekend Outing...

2009-11-23T06:26:00.000-08:00

Hello again, Here is my new post on my recent Photo Outing, Hehe, I ended up sick due to excessive smoking and cold weather that day..But it was worth it.

Alamak~ Gajah lerr..

Huh~ gajah kat brunei?? Biar betul~

Yup its true, the only elephant in Brunei can be found at Jerudong, Sadly, It is all alone and manage to survive. Hmm~ I am hoping that something is done to improve the situation. Better send it to a place where it belongs, with its friend and family...Perhaps Thailand will be better place for it.. Just an opinion..haha

A shot at the beach near JPMC~

Dam site~ Hot spot for Tomman fishing~

Selamat Hari Guru~

2009-11-05T02:30:00.000-08:00

ONCE A TEACHER WILL ALWAYS BE A TEACHER~

Thank you teachers, for giving us "feet of knowledge" to walk through this life. Thank you for giving us "eyes of wisdom" for us to see which is good and bad.. and thanks a million for making our future brighter and make our country smarter. We always pray that you get a healthier and blessing life.

And

I would like to thanks my mama and babah for helping and guiding me to be who am I today, And for me, You are the greatest teacher of all..I will never ever forget the way you gave me lesson every single day for past 25 years and still continuing.. and my prayer will always be with you. THANK YOU TEACHERS AND HAVE A HAPPY TEACHERS DAY~

Long mayan~

2009-11-05T01:40:00.000-08:00

Hello all, I want to thank you for visiting my blog and read my story. Lately, I have been busy and doesn't have time to update this blog..This is my trip with my "snow white" to Long Mayan in Tutong for the first time.

Here is a few picture that I took... Enjoy~

Petik buah apa tu??

Buah rambutan laaa~

The king of all fruit~ Durian~

Ne bukan buah la~ ne bunga la...

To my snow white, I hope you are happy with the trip and there is more adventure waiting, in the future..

Night Delicacies~

2009-10-19T08:13:00.000-07:00

Ready to Barbeque~

Barbequing on process~

Lamb chop anyone??

Night end with the Shisha and chit chat~

Thanks so much to Ka tien2 and Abg mawi for inviting me to the party and a warm welcome~
Hope you all have a blessing life and happiness~ amin~

Night outing

2009-10-15T03:00:00.000-07:00

On the way to the lagoon??

The Photographer?? hmm...Thats me. haha~

I should bring the Tripod stand..hehe...Maybe next time.

Anyone know what type of flower is this??

Waterfall...Wheeeee..but sadly, No swimming.

Still~ No Swimming..haha

The beauty of nature~

2009-10-06T07:49:00.000-07:00

Common flower that you can see in Brunei~ Beutiful isn't it??

"Bunga raya" still put a beauty in public garden~ hehe...So I put one in my Blog

Bunga kertas~ Lurus kah nama2 bunga yang ku tulis ane?? haha~

A shot made at Muara beach~ Thick Cloud huh??

The new full size photography~

2009-10-03T12:53:00.000-07:00

Mirror Reflection

I am still a beginner~

A shot made on the front of my rent house~

Random Photoshoot~

2009-09-30T01:25:00.001-07:00

I should be more jelous~

2009-09-29T15:47:00.000-07:00

when you think about life.. Its weird. sometimes, you makes mistake and didn't want to admit you are wrong, but when someone else makes mistake, you want them to admit it and make their life miserable. When someone give you a piece of their mind, you dont want to listen, eventhough you know damn well that the person is right. when someone loves you for who you are, you try to make them trust you, but you are the one who doesnt trust them.

Why would you do such things when you cant even work yourself out? why would you try to changed others when you couldnt even try to change yours??

One thing I know for sure, is that people in this world dont like being criticize, eventhough that criticizm is what they need to change them into a better one.

Sad, isnt it~ but that's the harsh truth about life.

From Temburong to BSB via Speedboat~

2009-09-24T02:32:00.001-07:00

It only takes 45 minutes or less to go from Temburong to BSB or vice versa via speed boat~Speed boat operational hours starts at 6 A.M and ends at 5 P.M(in temburong) and 5.30P.M (in BSB)
A shot made on the speedboat~

how tall a plant can get~

Fisherman at work~

Kampong Ayer

For those who never been to Temburong via speedboat, The ticket price is BND$6. Booked a place to stay in temburong if you don't have one. Make sure you go to the toilet before you enter the speedboat as there is no place to take a leak. Get in the back of the speedboat so that you wont get sea sick. or get in the front seat for those of you who are thrillseekers.hehe~ And watch your step while entering the speedboad or you might end up in the water..Happy travelling and enjoy the view while on the way.

Family Gathering~

2009-09-23T08:00:00.000-07:00

Gathering at the first raya celebration..

Unfortunately, My brother can't make it home due to work~

Syawal datang lagi~

2009-09-20T01:49:00.000-07:00

Cahaya menyambut syawal~

Cahaya bunga api ler tu~

Always mind the children..

Home sweet home~

Assalamualaikum~

Finally, kita berjaya mengerjakan amal ibadah d bulan ramadhan tanpa gangguan syaitan~Lepas ne, syitan dah kuar dah ne, hati hati ye..haha~ Kepada semua muslimin dan muslimat d seluruh dunia, Saya hendak mengucapkan SELAMAT HARI RAYA n MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN~ Enjoy your raya and Kepada kawan2 n yang kena mengena dgn saya~ Duit raya ku mana?? mun nada duit raya, Kuih kah?? Brownies kah??popia kah?? atau lanja makan kat FarmBag pun buleh bah~ haha.. Anyway Selamat Hari raya semua~

Peace out~

Night Shoot~

2009-09-18T01:54:00.000-07:00

Selamat Hari Raya~

2009-09-10T08:48:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum to all muslim in the whole world...

Its been a while since we started our fasting month and less than 2 weeks, we will be having our raya celebrations..but please, dont overdo it. Kita mengumpul amalan di bulan puasa, jangan lah kita menambah kembali dosa kita, and elakkan pembaziran. Anyway, I want to say SELAMAT HARI RAYA N MAAF ZAHIR BATIN to all muslim and if there is something that I have done wrong in some ways, I would like to apologise...

I always say to myself that one day, I am going to be a successful man...and guess what, Every ramadhan, we are given the oppurtunity to be successful, SO..keep on fasting, and when Hari Raya comes, Its our Victory..Tapi, if org nda posa sebulan, kira success jua la, p nda complete ( bini2 ada excuse tu, lelaki nada kali ah). And jangan main badil sampai nda ingat kan bahaya...p if kamu kan buat badil paling basar, bagitau aku ah, aku mau meliat, if putus memutus, ada jua kan di jadikan ceta..biasa lah kan..Org brunei..Kabal kali ah..hahaha..anyways,

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI~

More photo??

2009-09-03T04:29:00.000-07:00

Anak buah Clueless~Part 1

2009-09-03T03:22:00.000-07:00

let me present to you my nephew, and the future leader in brunei..amin~

Expo Ramadhan~

2009-08-30T07:14:00.000-07:00

Badil badil~ haha~

Crocs anyone???

PhotoCreations~

2009-08-27T05:27:00.000-07:00

Ramadhan oh ramadhan

2009-08-21T09:51:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum to all muslim all around the world,

Finally, The month of ramadhan has come and we once again have chances to repay back our sin in the past. As for me, I only wish that god forgive me for what have I done in the past and hopefully, my life will improve. Btw, untuk org muslim, bah, jangan tah kan escape2 posa atu..if lelaki..NO EXCUSE ..and to bini bini, jangan ucap diri tu ada "CUTI" just to escape posa..org dapat la tertipu, tapi ingat lah..there is nothing that god doesn't know.. In short..Iatah masa untuk mendapatkan pahala super extra ne. and to non-muslim, respect2 org posa ye.. makan tu tapuk2 la ckit.. haha~

Selamat menyambut kedatangan Ramadhan and hopefully, segala amalan, doa and usaha diberkati Allah S.W.T.. Amin amin~

Aku ne sekadar hanya untuk mengingati diri sendiri, and hopefully, we all succeed in this life and the after life. After all, we are human kan..we cant run away from mistake, but at least, we have the effort to make it right and like I said before, the one who give up and do nothing is the real LOSERS~

Peace out and Happy Ramadhan~

Poison lips~

2009-08-19T09:48:00.000-07:00

I once heard a story......

A guy has fallen in love with a girl, then he make the girl his friend, for a few months, they play msn, chatting, giving each other message and a phone call once in a while..and then, one day, they got into a misunderstanding and they didnt talk to each other..and finally the guy said "Its been a long time since we talk, Its been a long time since we used to laugh together and have fun. Deep down, we knew we are hurt, we knew its wrong and we knew that this shouldn't happen" and the girl said " Why are we like this, we used to be so close and I never ever want to lose you.."

but, the thing is, the guy said ONLY to himself and the girl said that ONLY to herself...

At the end, they went on their separate ways with a MEMORY that they will never ever going to forget..

Hmm...What's up with that story?? haha..its a sad ending, and yes, in real life, things like that ALWAYS occcurs.. Sometimes, its better to speak from your heart rather than hiding your feelings and regret later. Maybe the person didnt listen to you, but by talking and letting out your feelings, you are giving yourself a 50% chances of being appreciated.. if you dont speak, you might not be able to change anything and for me, 50% chances of winning is better than nothing.. So, for all of you who are too shy to speak or too afraid/stubborn to express yourself, think again..is it worth to give up a chances of being able to make a good changes?? I think not...and therefore, you should speak up..express yourself and be recognise. Hahaha..btw, Knowing when to shut up is also good, but it takes a lot of experience to be able to know when to talk and when to shut up..but what the hell..just go ahead and say whatever you want, as long as you didn;t break the law and happy..Peace out y'all~

Life in a different angle~

2009-08-09T21:49:00.000-07:00

Doesn't matter if you are the richest man on earth, the smartest person in the world or whatever, but as long as you are human, we will always have some trouble and most of the time wish that things will be different...

For me, I deal every problem one at a time, focus on one trouble, forget about the other things and solve the problem and then move on to the other..but sometimes, Its too hard to ignore other trouble, but what the hell, give it some thought for a while, call some friends, hang out and have some fun or just run and get tired so that you cant think about it and sleep through the day. You cant run away from your trouble forever, deal with it, be patient, stay positive and pray that things will be different.

To those who got problems, sometimes, when you try so hard to smile, hide your tears and be alone to solve the trouble, it get worst.. just remember, you are not the only one...There is a lot of unlucky people out there. Be a winner and deal with your problems or be a losers and indulge yourself in negativity and pain..haha..if you can see the true colours of your friend, THEY DONT REALLY CARE.. they only care when you are with them, when you are not around, I bet that they have a smile in them...So, stop counting on someone else and be strong...

Life is unfair, and only those who are strong can live happy...Btw, Its just my opinion about life.
hehe~ Peace out y'all~

Man at work~

2009-07-28T09:40:00.000-07:00

Kids~ dont try this at home..Its very very dangerous..hahaha

Grinding metal plate

Trying to weld two piece of metal plate~

Welding in progress~

Malam Minggu Part 2~

2009-07-28T09:06:00.000-07:00

Well, After aku antar my bestfriend balek, I went to jerudong to meet the "PERILEX" gang at jerudong park. Btw..My bestfriend kena marah pasal aher balek..hahaha~ When I almost arrived, I have been phoned by one of the gang to meet up at the "elephant" place. Pastu, guess what, aku nampak durang menalur makai kereta ford ranger..Alum kana saman tu durang ah..iatah nda jara..haha...

Then after meliat gajah..kami balek semula ke jerudong park parking lot to hang out~ Mengumpat2, and mostly, laughing sampai tekramp parut. Two of the gang left slightly early cos already married la..n seeorang atu kana message oleh bininya and kata bininya " macam org bujang udah~" hahaha..Sorry zul...get used to a married life.

I dont really remember what time we decide to go home, but all I know is that its very late. Sesi pengambarran jua ada tu tym atu..(hehehe..I am not a photogenic type, but, when it comes to being weird or different..or just laughing for the fun..I am always in..)

As you can see..I am 25 years old, but still got a lot of things going on in my life..and most of the time, its the happy times.. Sometimes, when things get really hard, all you need is some friend ( doesn't matter who, as long as they are fun to be with ) , A positive attitude and mind, with a smile (doesnt matter if it is a fake smile) and a little bit of faith..and if all else failed, it helps to have your wallet full, and just go enjoy alone..hahaha~ In short, Life is wonderful with all sort of people around you, and take times to think for your future..

P/s: When you takes time to observe people around you, you can take something from them without them noticing, its the "ability to see the inside of people". SO~ Get out from your house or ignore your work sometimes ( jangan all the time eh), and have some fun...Peace out~

Malam Minggu Part 1~

2009-07-27T07:02:00.000-07:00

Its been a while since my last post~

Its saturday, 25th july 2009..

Macam biasa, since aku sekolah maseh, I woke up normally at 7 A.M, but, that day, I woke up late ( pukul 7.45 ). Hehe~ selalunya ada alarm special bah (miskal2 kana bangunkan untuk sekolah, P masane nada g..So, tepaksalah depend on the alarm clock..p masalahnya, alarm clock ku low batt, nda ku sadar bah). after balik dari skulah, I went to the mall, to pick up my bestfriend and then we went to chancellor hall parking lot. Aku main futsal while my bestfriend tu meliat kami main futsal, but later, I found out that she has fallen asleep (nda ku heran tu ia ah..penidur kali ah if kana bawa bejalan..haha, jangan marah lai~)

After playing futsal, we went to the gym pasal aku kan mandi dulu before meneruskan aktiviti seterusnya.. We went to sengkurong, makan di seri balai restoran, then we went to jerudong, meliat Gajah, then went to tungku beach for firework festival (fireworknya arah empire plang, P memandangkan d empire udah macam besusun d kuala lurah, nda tah kami jadi..) hahaha~

D tungku, My bestfriend met with my parents for the first time.. Keadaan masatu bleh katakan riuh la cos ramai org dsana. After dari tungku, Aku antar my bestfriend balek d iringi oleh kereta corolla warna biru (kakanya lah tu)...

To be continued.....

I noticed~

2009-07-15T03:42:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, our feelings and instinct are right...and for me, I sensed something is going wrong in any relationship when:-

A person suddenly gave you the "silent treatment"
Suddenly your past mistake came back to haunt you
They started to point out what is wrong
when they sees only your bad side
When the person didnt appreciate the effort that you put through
When trust is an issue
When there is the third person involve
When they no longer take your advice
you felt uneasy and bored all the time
when finally, the love is no longer in your heart but you try to force to love someone because you think it is right.

As people have said, Love is not about you or because it is right, Its about being "together", trusting each other in good or bad and feeling of being "complete". What do you expect when things no longer like before? when love is hidden deep beneath your heart, and u cant seem to find it anymore. Think again?? Why would you love the person in the first place?? So, WHY ON EARTH, YOU TREAT YOUR OPPOSITE SEX AS SAME AS YOUR BF/GF?? Unless you are in love with the person?? there is no excuse for that?? haha...I dont know much about relationship..cos I am not in one right now or maybe I am in one...Lu fikir lah sendiri..But, All i know is that I still love her no matter what...but I cant seem to do anything right for her..Ganjil kan?? padahal, I gave advice to you...then again, I am the one that have relationship trouble. Here is my last advice in this post..BETTER CHERISH WHAT U HAVE NOW THAN REGRET WHEN ITS TOO LATE OR WHEN ITS ALREADY GONE..

Peace out y'all~

Next to you~

2009-07-12T08:24:00.003-07:00

Hehe~ Call me whatever you want...But, I love the "Next to you" by Jordin Sparks. And now, Lets sing together.. This song remind me of someone...You know who you are..

Two 'o clock and I wish that I was sleeping
You're in my head like a song on the radio
All I know is that I got to get next to you
Yeah I got to get next to you
Sitting here turning minutes into hours
To find the nerve just to call you on the telephone
Cuz you don't know that I got to get next to you

[Chorus]
Maybe we're friends
Maybe we're more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stared just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby call me crazy
But I think you feel it too
Maybe I, Maybe I
Just got to get next to you

I asked around and I heard that you were talking
Told my girl that you thought I was out of your league
What a fool, I got to get next to you, whoa
Yeah it's five in the morning and I can't go to sleep
'Cause I wish, yeah I wish that you knew what you mean to me
Baby let's get together and end this mystery, oh

[Chorus]
Maybe we're friends
Maybe we're more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby call me crazy
But I think you feel it too
Maybe I, Maybe I
Just got to get next to you

Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?
How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?

Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?
How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?

Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?
How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?

Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?
How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?
Yeah, yeah, to want to get next to you

[Chorus]
Maybe were friends
Maybe were more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby call me crazy
But I think you feel it too
Baby call me crazy
But I know you feel it too
Maybe I, Maybe I
Just got to get next to you
Yeah, yeah, yeah
I got to get next to you

Playerz??

2009-07-10T11:54:00.000-07:00

Player is for guy who think that they are good with girl and can easily screw with them..Am I a playerz?? here is what I will do if I am a PlayerZ...I will :-

Tell I am busy when I am not
I denied everything and confess nothing
Tell to girls that I am single even when I am not
Get a nice car so girls will be attracted to me
Have 2 or 3 mobile phone with different line
Have many e-mails so that I can chat with my scandal without trouble
Use the familiar words like "sayang" to all my scandal so that I will not salah cakap if sama dgn girlfriend
Sweet talk~ Of course~Thats my true power
Never have enough money to spend when with my girlfriend
Always avoid meeting scandal in a common place like the mall (takut kedapatan oleh kawan2 Girlfriendku)
Nada masa most of the time

Hehe~ Maybe I am a playerz but then again, How can I be a Playerz if I am commited to my career and future...Hmm~ I wonder?? Only those who know me can judge if I am a playerz or not...Hehehe...Peace Out~

H1N1

2009-07-02T04:39:00.000-07:00

Hehe~ kan sebulan dah blog ane..And Its been a lot of fun managing this blog. Macam diari tapi people can see it..Bulan julai dah tiba ne?? Kes H1N1 makin banyak tah jua di brunei ane. Posers pun banyak tah jua..makai topeng jerebu tym jalan2..padahal kan be eksyen.. ada jua yang bejalan dgn scandal n pakai topeng tu..supaya kawan2, family girlfriend/boifrennya nda kilala ia..haha~

Cuti skulah kana extend g tu..hmm..I wonder what is the point?? I notice student still jalan2 bah..ada g yang majal kuar negeri atu.. Apatah g tym terima ane, expo sana sini~ Makin tah banyak g org jalan2. hehe~

Anyway~ aku actually nda plang ingau~ saja2 bah kan beceta..mun ku nda becerita~ apa kan kamu baca arah blog ku ane?? meliat gambar ja ka?? aku ne nda photogenic bah.

Bebalik dgn cetaku pasal H1N1 ane. nda g batah perayaan ada ne. Confirm nada yang dapat stay drumah..mun nda hujan temparik..confirm bejalan ne org brunei ah.

In my point of view lah ah~ cara mengelakkan H1N1 ane nda berapa payah~ just need kesedaraan n awareness sendiri bah..Mun rasa damam atu..jumpa tah doktor..jangan perasaan kabal ane( Iatah org brunei tu..karas kali ah..Kepalanya lah tu karas). N if kana suruh quarantine atu..quarantine kan tah diri atu..nda payah nunggu org lain tejangkit. N kepada yang tejangkit or ada familynya atu tejangkit..dont give up..keep working hard to cure it.. Cos in this life...people who give up is the real LOSERS~ Peace out~

The same old me~

2009-07-02T04:35:00.000-07:00

Pandai dah menunggang kuda kali ah~
Yang ane masa manang sprint~

Cam si banar aku ah~ tapi..jauh jua terabang bula golf atu ulehku~

Yang ane tym manang cross country~

Nostalgia Ngeri dan Indah~

2009-07-02T04:11:00.000-07:00

Platoon 2 tym rentas desa

Aku buat magic ne~ banggang bah skot ku~

If ku nda silap..tym durang betangkar mulut ne..iatah mua durang jadi catu
Macam di hutan usulnya kan~

Make me the King~

2009-06-25T07:17:00.000-07:00

When I was riding My lancer (macam kuda saja kan di riding ah) from Temburong to BSB~ My mind melayang back to 2001 where I was at Maktab Duli~ I was a real pain back then..Never knew where am I gonna end up.. I took Biology, Maths and Geography...And I struggle in all of that subject.. I smoke non stop, went to play CS and snooker almost every night..and when my budget running low, I Stayed at the hostel and play Playstation ( masatu alum g ada PS3...n PS2 mahal maseh tu..)..Bilikku atu selalu fullhouse dgn org yang karak game and tempat melepak..I never care about my educations...

I still remember, I have seorang bestfriend..namanya Rafidah (Mungkin nama sebenar..haha). Ia selalu nasihati aku n support me..tapi ntah ah..nda mau masuk wa ke utakku cakapnya ah..sampaitah ia ku nda ingaukan. So..our friendship lasted dalam setahun setangah ja.

Back then...I was called Kelawar or XTC..pasal aku ne jarang tdo malam n ulahku macam org kana drugged..class biology aku nda masuk selama setahun setangah..cgu pun nda ingaukan aku..geography~ aku masuk ikut mood. and Maths ja malar ku masuk sal cgunya cina and lawa..haha..masane cgu atu kawin dah..and ada cahaya mata dah seorang or maybe dua org..

In short~ A lot had happened~

So~dpendekkan ceta..as expected..I got nothing in my 2 years dsana.

Now~ I am different sikit.. I am still crack n macam kelawar jua..P I have a life.. I got job, Money, cars, place to live and makan pun bleh dkatakan mewah..n Most importantly..Someone is willing to accept me for who I am ( Thats you princess..TQ ). Its shows me that even a dropout like me have place in this world and can live a life. If only I have met you earlier..I may not have make a lot of mistake in my past..but then again..if I didnt make any mistake in my past...I wouldnt have you in my life now..

I'd Rather be a spoil brats or a pain in someone else life than live in pain without her..Cos I knew..even if i become the lowest or most humiliating person in this life..I am still a king in her heart..Thats what I believe~

A king in a kingdom is the same as a peasant if everybody hates him, and a peasant is the king if people loves him..

Hehe~ I dont need people to love me~ I just need her and my family...Thats enough to make me the King..

Peace out Again~

The One that got away~

2009-06-21T08:05:00.000-07:00

When I was driving back home and listening to the sound of music in my car..Something happened in my mind..I am thinking..and my mind actually made an excelent point..hehe..

I am happy before I met her, but, after i met that girl, she changed me.. Jiwang ka?? hehe~ baca saja cia..

I am an uncontrollable guy who live without purpose in life..Doesnt afraid if I live or die.. hell or heaven doesnt really my concern..I lived free...thats before i met her, Now..I have aim..I am afraid if i die and go to hell, For once in my life, I really use my brain...and in short..I am HAPPY~

kan djadikan cerita lah ah...dulu2 atu..masa baru2 bekenalan n couple dgn ia..aku tu masih g crack..still wild lah ah..Ada masa atu...aku kuar dgn Bestfriendnya tapuk2 (bini2 lah) and kedapatan..and macam biasalah, Kelaie besar jua lah..mati2 ku mujuk bah..hahaha..n finally..ia maafkan aku jua.. n even after that, i continue kuar malam, smoking2, getting wasted n macam2 g lah..kadang2 tu..tym kuar dgn ia pun aku ngacau2 bini2 lain..haha..Jerk right..

Then..after few months dengan ia..I realise something...

She's the only gurl that always there for me

She's the only gurl that always support my decision

She's the only gurl that will sacrifices anything for me

She's the only gurl that will be mad if I kept on smoking, kuar malam and have a wild life

She's the only gurl that miss me when I am not around

She's the only gurl that love me for who I am

She's the only gurl that kiss me even if I smell like shit

She's the only Gurl that always on my mind

And In my heart

She is the ONE~

Unfortunately..I lost her on 12/04/09..because of my stupidity..Haha~

Oh well~ macam2 berlaku wah dalam dunia ane..We just hope to get the best..and sometimes..we come across a few obstacles..n even heart breaking moment..All we have to do is Deal with it..and hopefully, time will heal everything..

Now~ I am just enjoying my Bundaberg beer, hoping and working hard to improve my life...

And for My princess..I want to say~ Thanks for making me who I am today...I owe You Gurl... One day, if our fate cross again..Lets kick our way to happiness...Haha~ life is unfair right..Deal with it~ Peace out jerk~

The Revival of Lancer CK4 1997~

2009-06-19T00:49:00.000-07:00

What happened today, Part 1~

2009-06-17T11:50:00.000-07:00

Hmm~ cana kan mulakan ne ah..1st of all, tadi aku bangun dalam kul 2 lalu (not subuh...ptg la)...cos semalam betpon dgn bidadari sampai kul 3...nasib baik jua ku cuti skulah. Pastu, aku mandi and mencari2 apa kan ku makan..So aku pun jalan2 cari makan, but singgah sekajap arah woksyop sal keta lancerku masane be usai ah ( ukan rusak, cuma body repair n painting ja)..batah jua la aku melepak dsana sampai nda g sadar lapar ah..n then, after aku dsana, aku ke ayamku bali makan. Sesampai aku drumah, aku buka tah ceta 'prison break' and makan sambil liat ceta atu..Planku kan belari la kul 5 lalu d stadium, sal ada org ngucap aku berisi udah..

Kul 5 sudah~ so aku pun besiap2 la kan kestadium ane..sebelum ku berambus dari rumah, aku kejamban la dulu membuang apa2 yang patut supaya belari nda barat...tau tau, muntah ane wah..abis semua makanan yang ku makan tadi tekeluar...haha~ atu ringan banar ku belari..

Sesampai ku dstadium, aku belari la after stretching sejam dua (nada deh..alum ku gila ne stretching sampai bejam2..haha). Kebiasaan ku belari dalam 1 round stadium la, start dari belapan ke red carpet tarus keluar jalan menuju ke indoor stadium, then round about and head back ke belapan..atu if tym malas la..if tym rajin..track sama p menyimpang ke bangunan kewangan instead of indoor stadium, then ke highway and roundabout and to belapan..tadi tu aku malas..iatah..haha~It took me 18 second to finish one round (again~ memain ja..manada org dapat finish satu round track yang ku describe atu dalam masa 18 sec...mun ada..gtau aku, aku menyepak muanya ah...18 minit lah aku finished satu track).

udah balek, aku minum and ampai2 sambung liat ceta 'prison break'...kali ada cia kana msg..invite aku liat org belawan futsal d stadium ah..so apa g, aku pun jalan la kestadium dalam kul 8 ah ( alum g mandi tu..p harum kali ah...banyak ku simbur body spray tadi ah) haha...and the game ended dengan brunei muara ditewaskan oleh skulah sukan dengan jaringan 4-2..

Handphone ku atu jangan heran..selalu belagu2 tu..mana inda..puteriku ah memiskal aku malar2..kami ada code miskal ah~

if~1 miskal = ingat n mish u, 2 miskal = online, 3 miskal = I love you, 4 miskal = I love u 2, 5 miskal = I love u very much, 6 miskal = i love u very much 2, 7 miskal = Aku bana bana kan kau param pampam...nada deh..7 miskal atu nada tu..memain je..hehehe..

Tapi aku biasa lah..kadang2 telalai tah jua..n kadang2 tu..sampai merajuk bah puteriku ah...haha..paksa tah ku pujuk.( kes sayang n cinta punya pasal lah ne)..

Then after dtadium..dalam kul 10 la tu, aku ke pasar malam membali ayam 5 ekong (sayap 5 buting lah), ayer kelapa 2 tumpuk, sama kebab ayam+daging setumpuk..haha..pastu aku balek kumah n mamam sambil meliat 'prison break'.

Iatah ganya kajaku tu..mun nda prison break, ceta scrubs atau lost...and chat dgn puteri..hehe..

After makan..dalam kul 12 catu lah ah..tdo tah ku...hmm..lurus ka tu??

Anyway..Life is simple for me..n ryt now...thanks to my snow white, friends and family...I am happy and crazy...hahaha..crazy in a good way lah...Ok lah stalker2, Peace out~ kan tdo ku..

What is this~

2009-06-17T09:37:00.001-07:00

What the hell is this?? apa gunanya blog ane kan?? oh well...I am just gonna mumble and see for myself..Hehe..Lets start by my Biology...eh salah..Biodata..

The name is Nizam A.k.a Rashie Clueless. I have been searching for someone who lost his/her finger. I found the finger when i knew the meaning of life and how I become so addicted to money. Hehe~ its true...but i dont just steal, I work for it and sometimes cheat for it.. Just the other night, I went with my long lost friend from Legendary intake to play pool and snooker at what used to be the ARENA..masane, ntah nda ku tau apa nama barunya ah..we played for 2 hours of snooker then we changed to pool table in the V.I.P Section..When we are ready to go home..dalam kan kul 2 la tu..I only paid 11 dollars...WTF right..padahal kami main snooker kan 2 jam and main pool 2 jam..iatah namanya rezeki tu..ambil je la..Haha.. Bowh..panjang jua cetaku ane..aku ane kan mentest saja..panya nda sadar..Pandai jua ku becerita panya...

lain kali g ku post eh..Ngaleh jariku ah..and Btw..if you lost your way in life or happen to lost your finger..I got the middle finger..I can only show it to you..If you know what i mean..Dont be a Losers..Get a life man..PEACE OUT~